Knowing WHEN to RECLINE~

It's been awhile that I have had the time and energy to post, and I do apologize to those of you that look forward to hearing what GOD puts on my heart to say. I needed time to rest and gather myself, life can take you through a draining course and you sometimes have to rest up and be a FIRM believer in GOD that you will be carried through this level and on to the next ELEVATED level.

~Last week I went away to Arkansas to be with and around my grandmother, Prophetess Aquila Perkins which I might add is a VERY POWERFUL & SPIRITUAL woman of GOD. Her sister passed away and I was able to go spend the weekend with my grandmother, to simply be able to keep her company and cheer her up, being that last September my Uncle Robert passed away which happen to be my grandmothers youngest son. With that being said the weekend I spent with my grandmother turned out to be WHAT I NEEDED and for ME. I woke up on Sunday morning and found myself sick throwing up and whatever else comes along with purging from your body. My grandmother asked if I was ok and went to speaking praying, I simply went to lay back down with a cold towel on my head, sweating, shaking and trying to run through my head all that I had to eat that day. Then it dawned on me the word PURGING and the Lord spoke so clear to me and said that I am purging from my body what is not of him...
So my grandmother woke up the next morning and came to sit in the recliner next to the bed I was sleeping in and began to read a scripture to me about PURGING and she let me know HONEY god IS PURGING things from you and YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AFTER THIS... I thought to myself WOW God what a way to confirm to me what I thought I heard you saying in my spirit while I was laying in that bed bald up and feeling HORRIBLE.So now I sit back and allow GOD to PREPARE me for my next level of ELEVATION and continue to be elevated even higher then what I am expecting.

When GOD is speaking, I listen......

I sit back and I hear from GOD on what I should do and when I should do it, I hear from him on who should be in my life and who simply does not belong. See I have learned to not go against the WILL of GOD when it comes to what is right for ME and MY LIFE. If he says NO to me then it is NO, and if and when he says YES to me then I bow down before HIM to be CLEAR that it is little old ME that he is saying YES to and I THANK HIM for what he has in stored for me and what he has already done in me and for me...

EVERYBODY is NOT to be placed in your life and if they are there, that don't mean they are to stay.... We make the mistake of holding on to the WRONG people and thing and end up losing ourselves and all that is in us. Being able to RECLINE and hear CLEARLY from GOD himself is what we need to come to, we need to come to a place in our lives where we UNDERSTAND we can't decide things on our own.

When you have been in the WRONG relationships for all these years and it ain't NEVER been right, then it is time to RECLINE, when you have been loving that same friend the same way all your life and they just can't get it right on how to love you; then you need to RECLINE and hear from GOD on getting OUT OF THAT MESS.. They say they NEED you though, and you can even look at them and what they are going through and see that they "NEED YOU" and you become torn because you feel like if I don't stay then I am less than.... NO NO NO IF YOU STAY THEN YOU ARE LESS THAN..

Many times we just can't seem to understand that we are handicapping that person by allow them to rely on us.. While MANY times we don't even get the fact that it's not even our attention that person wants it SOMEBODY ELSE'S. But you falling all over your self, going out of your way and pulling all of you together to give them what you call is your all. Simply to feel MORE than LESS than. You better RECLINE yourself!!! If it was for you to do and for you to be in, then it wouldn't take so much out of you....

By reclining, you are setting aside what YOU SEE and FEEL about it all and ALLOWING GOD to tell you when to move, how to move and even IF you should move.

Reclining on RELATIONSHIPS~

Just because you want that man or woman there does NOT mean that is WHAT GOD has for you, but if you were reclined THEN YOU WOULD KNOW THAT.. Yes RECLINE might even mean you will have to DECLINE hahahaha but that is alright, cause if you don't then you will be STUCK in some MESS that GOD will allow you to sit in until you DECIDE ok you know what Lord let me SIT HERE AND RECLINE, cause I DON'T KNOW WHAT I have gotten MYSELF INTO.YOURSELF is the one that did it yes, cause if GOD was involved then THERE WOULD BE KNOW MESS.. Then you wonder where your SMILE went to, because you have gone and ALLOWED your smile to be taken away. You can't find happiness, joy and love in this relationship; BECAUSE YOU HAD NO BUSINESS GETTING INTO IT TO BE GIN WITH.

You see GOD will recline you one way or another, either before you get yourself into some mess, or while you in the mist of some mess that YOU got YOURSELF into. All we have to do is TAKE IT TO GOD FIRST and our answers WILL COME.

That day my grandmother sat in that chair and RECLINED, and read to me what GOD gave her to read to me, I had ALREADY been RECLINING spiritually during my FAST so that I am ABLE to HEAR more CLEARER from GOD HIMSELF in ALL that goes on in my life. My grandmother reclined in that chair and handed me confirmation that GOD KNEW I needed, Hahahaha come to find out MAJORITY of the time I call my grandmother she is sitting in that very same recliner RECLINED and talking to ME.

Love is ALWAYS LOVE & the TRUTH

Xoxo Ruth the TRUTH